The Road So Far

Phil really needs to get away from Zach…I don’t like the person Zach’s making him into :/

I am devastated. 

No Phil this weekend. 

I just really miss Phil..I didn’t get to talk to him at all today. The last time that happened…I don’t even remember when that was. I really hope I get to see him before I have to go back to school though. 
…Please? 

I miss Phil. A lot. 

minut3maid:

i need someone.. someone to talk to & call when i’m down. someone to laugh with & text until i fall asleep. someone to be cute with & spill my feelings to. someone i can go to for advice. or depend on. someone to love & make feel special. someone i can give the world to..

(But I can’t tell Phil I know)

On August 2, I went to go visit band camp for the day, and when I was about to head towards camp, I got a text from Phil saying he had a surprise for me. The day came and went, and no surprise was given to me. 

Today, I was talking to Krista, and she told me she had something to tell me. Apparently the day after we went to go visit, she texted him, asking him if his surprise was supposed to be him asking me out. He said no, because it would’ve been awful timing, with me leaving for college within the month, but he was planning on kissing me that day. I’m sad that didn’t get to happen, BUT

I HAVE LIKE A 80% CHANCE OF SEEING PHIL THIS WEEKEND!!!!

When Phil and I were talking about aging, and a old tattooed biker woman was brought up. 

He just wants to still think I’m sexy when I’m old and wrinkly. 

No full-body tattooing for me.

In every single way.

Except the way that we’re not dating yet. 

But, I adore him oh so much ♥

I was sending Phil a text where I just said his name about 10 times in it..And by the end of the message, it got to the point where his name didn’t look like a word anymore and it was really weird. 

“Do you know what’s hard?”
“Not my genitals, if that’s what you were thinking!”

“Emily, I would never hurt you. I couldn’t stand to have you hate me. You’re the greatest girl I know, and any guy would be stupid to let you go.”

God, Phil is perfect. I just want to see his face and cuddle him and hug him and kiss him <3